Author Amber M. Kestner

I'm in pain so forgive me if this blog sounds unusual.  I will say this I'm happily and in love with Archive of Our Own. I didn't think I'd ever fall in love with another platform over another as I'm one to stay where I'm at. The major difference is being able to write without covers or anything extra to make a story stand out and their is no rules or restriction to get me banned like it can be for certain platforms.  You see I've been with Wattpad, Inkitt, GetInkspired, aJoara, GoodNovel, Dreame (StaryWriting) and many, many, many other places including Booknet that was also a favorite of mine. Sadly, I can't translate my books from English to Spanish not unless someone wants to spend hours doing so. I wish they kept the English platform but I understand that it wasn't in the right cards.  I will say this I love making my own bookcovers or have someone else do it. It's part of the journey to grow as an Writer and Author. But, over the years bein...

I tried to make this post on Facebook but it didn't feel right. It didn't feel wise to make it in one social media platform when I share my world with everyone around me.  The reason I really wanted to step away is because being in the spotlight is too much and all the backlash but it's not the real reason. It's the reason of trying to be a Mary Kay Consultant though truth be known it's been almost a month and nothing has happened. I will also be honest on another thing I hate annoying people. I hate begging and pleading for someone to buy something.  Am I business savvy? Oh yeah, I have the minds and means too but it doesn't mean I want to be up peoples asses just to make some money.  You know what job/career is easier being an Indie Author. It's the dream of telling stories, it's the dream of having those readers grab your books, and it's the real one's that show up. I make more being an Author than doing anything else. Even though it's onl...

I'm quietly stepping away from Publishing. I'm choosing me over my audience.  I've made announcements across platforms.  You want my books. You want those stories. You want me apart of your lives.  Then you will know where to find me.  I'm not quitting. I'm not shutting out. I'm not looking at the world. I'm looking for me who I was before I became an Author. Before I became somebody. Before the world decided I wasn't enough for this Industry.  Before those that shamed me. Before those that took my joy. Before those took my happiness. This is where I stand.  This isn't goodbye. This is see you later. Amber M. Kestner (Author of A Coffee Shop Romance)

I don't know how to explain this without possibly making me sound like I've lost my mind.  I know Lesbian Café is supposed to be extended. I know some readers were expecting it. Trust me, I had an email from a lady who also wanted it to be extended. My husband Larry and my best friend Amber did too.  Problem: The story has ended. I can't add more to it without losing the audience. My best bet would be to make a short story later with spice if wanted and like a better feel to it. That is all I can/could do if in the right direction. All I can do is press forward. I do have new contents in the works. I can't go backwards for anything when my future is brighter. I have to make the right decisions for my career even if it's going to bite me in the ass. When I took down Lesbian Café on my reading apps to prepare for the extended version my audience disappeared in an instant. No one wanted to read my other books, they didn't want what they already have for the book, a...

No one has to read this. It began after the father of my child left me. Like he literally made me move out of his house and left West Virginia behind to go be with his new wife after divorcing his second. I did try and marry him myself after being together off and on. The relationship was ridiculous to begin with. The major age gap started when I was 19 and ended when I was 21. He was the reason behind me missing my first heart surgery. By the way, he was in his mid to late 30's when we got together and he is now 50 something...doing the math ain't hard.  Now fast forward a bit after he left and my life had moved on. What's worse my Facebook was personally hacked that started before I had Melanie (Xia). Day in and day out, trying to keep my life normal. Yeah, that didn't happen. Since then I've had the worst deals dealt to me. It isn't helping my stress level any. I swear I could die of a heart attack at any point.  Here is what they get me on: My looks Being di...

This is what may be the rawest of writing for a blog that I've ever done. This isn't just my Author blog though. It's a space for me to share my thoughts like the dairies/journals I had as a teenager before my mom went through them.  I know you are probably wondering what I mean by bitter?  The fact that I've held onto books that will never be Published Publicly because of all the hate that I received early on. Then you are correct. I was working on Scarlett & Angel A Girl For Her Series: Volume 4 and remembered that someone left it a 1 star on Goodreads...why? I don't know. No answer for it besides me not Publishing which I get. A lot of my books have gotten random 1 stars. I'm by far expected to release every book to what is on Goodreads between my real name and my old pen name Annora Rose. I had readers highly depending on me. I have failed that immensely.  I may sound bitter and resentment for many years. Truth is I never got to finish what I started bec...