Grieving, Depression, and Anger
I feel like since the loss of my mother in law Allison it has become a rocky road of emotions. Like I mentioned before, we didn't see eye to eye because I don't drink often and I don't like cigarettes as I'm highly allergic from the ashes. Yes, it is that serious. I'm also a heart disease patient so any thing that is bad for me can do damage to my heart if I'm not careful. Her result that day for me having a bad breathing attack cause of my heart was Benadryl. Was it wrong? No. But that wasn't going to cure me at all. It wasn't allergy related. Her home was permeated with smoke like my Grandparent Kissel's side was. I couldn't stay long around people who smoke for my own health reasons. I have somehow offended by not being able to stay in her house that day. She also denied Xia water that same day after me and Larry went to have lunch. Our biggest regret was leaving our kid with her without knowing what was gonna happen. I mean my ex sister in la...
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