A More Understand Of Who I Am

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I am going to share two video's with you all that makes more sense to me. It doesn't have to make sense to anyone else.

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPRKukxVy/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPRKujVSX/

I honestly have never felt so much relief that they both see it the way I do even though I am lesbian and my soulmate is a man.

Okay, so this one is gonna be a weird post with the coloring. But if you click the links it will make more sense of who you see me as a person in a Gay Man and Straight Woman view. I am not explaining myself any further.

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