Lesbian Café

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Who would of thought that I would be writing this book. The longest time it just set in my inventory of unwritten books. Truthfully, after seeing how my ex-best friend wrote his version it made me question could I make a better version than his. As mentioned in my last blog, I have made a better version and use a lot of detail. 

Truthfully for those reading this on Wattpad and GetInkspired, I have used this book as a target to that ex-best friend who destroyed my heart more than once with so many damn excuses. You know how everyone around you sees you with that person whom you known for a very long time that was me and Tobias. Yes, I am taking a personal jab to my female to male ex-best friend/ex-girlfriend that was never mine to begin with. Why? As mentioned the excuses from my heart condition, his healing, and god knows what else he had for to avoid me. I literally yelled at him at one point by saying: WHY DON'T YOU JUST ADMIT YOU NEVER WANTED TO BE WITH ME?! I have never hid how I felt for him whether female or male or tomboy but no, he had cheated on me with his soon to be ex-wife, fell in love with another woman that has passed on over ten years ago (she was married too and he has an obsession with married women) and transitioning because of that dead woman. Yeah, I figured that out too. So, if you are wondering if I have a major grudge against someone that I loved in Pennsylvania who was my best friend for two fucking decades? YES, YES I DO! 

For those that thought I was hurt over another best friend in Pennsylvania that was a High School Classmates, yes, she hurt me but she had her valid reasons because she loves her husband and the kids they have together. I would never take away her happiness. She's happy and in love with her soulmate. She is a true best friend in my eyes for us repairing the hurt. (This book is dedicated to her by the way.)

Now as for Tobias Jarrett, I am done and have been for a long time. I got tired of being side lined. I got tired of not being claimed the best friend when I was there before anyone else came in the picture including the married women (they know who they are). Do I regret our friendship? Damn straight. I should have never let him play with my emotions for years just to end up being the back burner over married women or women he found better than me. 

Does my husband know? Oh yeah, he thought the same as everyone else that I would end up with Tobias because he saw how we clicked and the bonding. But he also saw the flaws that was going on in the background when me and him (Larry) did get together. 

As to end this blog, I'm going back to writing on this book and continue forward with my career. For those wondering if Tobias will ever read the book? Hahahaha no, Tobias has never read any of my books and it has shown for years. I gave him A Girl For Her Novel over 5 years ago and he hasn't read it, not once. You know who will read it though my true readers. From my teenagers to young adult and adult readers who love my content. There you have it.

Be safe, be warm, and be careful on the roads for those in the Winter Storm. Prayers to those in California too. 

~Amber 

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