Creating Is Believing In You

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You want to know what hurts me about my career? Never finishing what I started. I took all the hate and damage with me to make new works because my older books weren't enough to please people. Remember how I mentioned that I went to WeInk App and fixed some of my books? Do you want to know how many? Eight books. Which ones you may ask?

Jana & Angel A Girl For Her Series: Volume 2
Jana & Angel A Girl For Her Series: Volume 3
Annabel's Fate Fate Of Her Path Series: Volume 1
Shadow's Of Despair Fate Of Her Path Series: Volume 2
A Girl For Her
Power Of Love 
When They Kissed
Butterflies

For all the years of bullcrap that I went through to prove my worth. To show that I can do it. I did do it. I did sit there for years perfecting my craft. What no one took note of is how much my story developments have grown. What I have taken time to correct of myself. I have learned, yes, editing is a good thing and for going through 2 edits of Power Of Love was really a tough one. Do I regret it? Oh, hell no! Because I have readers on there appreciating my craft. 

What took years of tearing me down, is what brought me realization that my grammar and spelling isn't as horrendous as those made it out to believe. I know I said I was going to keep my writing private and not show the world of what I can do. Creating is something that I love doing and have spent nearly 10 years doing so. 

Though I am grieving and suffering heartache like no tomorrow. I'm going to keep Publishing. If I finish any works this year you will know it and see it. Right now, is one book at a time. I have a goal to complete my Series', I feel my readers deserve to see them completed and include spin-offs that are meant to happen. Do I like writing Series'? Actually, I do to some extent. Cause it is more of my creative background and thoughts. Granted, it's been a long road to recovery on my part but even if no one reads what I do Publish then I do know I will have a bookshelf and storage bins full of my books that my teenager can hold onto forever. 

Don't worry new books are still in the lineup. I have some history of story telling to finish that never reached the spotlight. So, with that being said even if your stories aren't being seen, it's okay just know that you don't have to give up and try to please everyone else. Keep writing! Creating begins when you believe in your self worth and those that lift your spirits up. 

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