Maybe I Can't...

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I swear I will hear about this one because of the title. It isn't what you think, trust me. It is so much more. A final release for 2026 with only one book, who am I kidding? I mean, yeah, it would be smart. Thing is with writing Series' especially small one's from 5-15 chapters with about 10k-15k word count isn't that hard and my joy of cliffhangers. It is a matter of writing stand alone whether Novella length or Novel length is my issue. 

Now, don't go questioning if I love writing. I do. It's one of the best parts of my career as long as I'm not getting torn all to hell because of my personal life. Yeah, that's the real stick in the mud. I did finally learn to turn off comments for AO3 (Archive of Our Own). Thank goodness because I can't turn them off on Wattpad, Inkitt, GetInkspired, and aJoara. WeInk doesn't have comments open at this time. 

So, you are probably wondering what I mean by maybe I can't? I am meaning that I won't be able to stop myself from Publishing and sharing my work. Whether I gain or lose reads and reviews, it is all a matter of my own achievements. It did come to my mind that maybe I shouldn't release Happily Ever After 2 to the Public as Book 1 did face a lot of backlash for many years. But, yet, it is one that I had the joy of working on minus my twin characters being confusing which I do apologize it was the first time writing that way. Also the reason the chapters were labeled but I didn't think that helped much either. I may Publish it anyways because these are my books and my stories whether anyone reads them or not, isn't up for debate. 

I'm a lover for books, I'm a lover for story telling, and I'm a lover to fill voids that need filling. In the end, as I always say stories are meant to be told, mine aren't finished. Clearly it is the view I have. Either way, I can't disappear when the toughest part is loving what you do especially full time in between reading and gaming, being a mom, and so much more. 

Anyways, off I go to do something. Should be writing...yeah, that would be smart. 

~Amber

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