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AO3 Is Down, Inkitt In It's Place

Hello everyone, Surprise! I'm still around not that I update this thing as often as I used too but I will say 2026 has been a rather rocky year. I haven't released any new content due to taking a nice long break. I am writing though actually been writing off and on during the Summer and now Fall months.  One major issue is, is that AO3 is down for 2-4 weeks in that time frame since it went down as of today I moved my WIPs to Inkitt. I need to be able to keep my books moving no matter the platform. I was using Inkitt for finished work since I was using AO3 to continue my stories but I figured this will encourage readers to find me.  Projects: Love Outside The Castle Walls (releasing in 2027) She Was Always Home (releasing in 2027) Pirate Princess Gothic Princess & Angel Series: Volume 4 (AO3 & Inkitt only) Beyond those three I have a lot to work on. I have changed The Crow & the Blue Jay into a Sapphic Romance and it will be 18+ because I don't write Gay Romance ...

Silence in My Writing World

My characters. My stories. My world. It has gone silent after 10 years and 31 books. I have no voices, visuals, or characters in my head. For the first time in forever, I actually have nothing. I have WIPs out the butt that isn't a joke. I have stories that I need to write. But, I have nothing. My world has gone quiet.  I don't know if that is a good thing or a bad thing. I haven't in years had anything gone quiet. So, this is the point where I'm no longer forcing content or anything.  ~Amber

Two Months Of Self Reflect

I know I didn't make a blog for the whole month of May. Surprised! I can disappear.  Here is where I'm at as a Writer and Author stand point: I will write my Series' for AO3 then it will be my decision whether I do publish the continuation of them. Because as an Indie Author, I have rights and choices.  I'm still considering stand alones whether Novella or Novel length for Publishing...my choices again. Is this factoring in what is in control of my career? Yes, because of the fact that I've been through so much as an Author that I have fear every time I release something. My anxiety is through the roof anymore because of how much I'm told that my books are trash.  You are wondering where I stand with myself as an Author? Well, that's the thing I love Publishing, I love being that Author. What has bothered me my whole career? Proving myself. EVERY. FUCKING. TIME.  I have to sit here and prove my worth to people I know or don't know while all my other Auth...

Why Am I or My Books NOT apart of the Sapphic Romance Community?

Truth be known, I don't think I'm well liked. I tried one time to Promote with a fellow Author named Jae in her blog thing and such that promotes fellow Authors of my genre. Well, she literally pointed out that A Coffee Shop Romance shouldn't be included because it wasn't properly edited. That book is on WeInk and I hadn't had to go back an edit it. So, I'm not sure what the issue is to be exact. The book is still on her blog last I checked.  You know how they show Authors of many books in slides on Instagram, Facebook, and such. I'm never in them. I am a Sapphic Romance Author. I fit right in that space but you will never see me or my books represented by those people. EVER! It's been this way for nearly 10 years. I know I'm not the only Author who has been left out. But, this is why a lot of Communities in the Indie Publishing face backlash.  You want to know what Communities I see suffer for those that don't fit in the clicks: Horror LGBTQ+ (L...

Archive of Our Own (AO3) Vs. Other Platforms

I'm in pain so forgive me if this blog sounds unusual.  I will say this I'm happily and in love with Archive of Our Own. I didn't think I'd ever fall in love with another platform over another as I'm one to stay where I'm at. The major difference is being able to write without covers or anything extra to make a story stand out and their is no rules or restriction to get me banned like it can be for certain platforms.  You see I've been with Wattpad, Inkitt, GetInkspired, aJoara, GoodNovel, Dreame (StaryWriting) and many, many, many other places including Booknet that was also a favorite of mine. Sadly, I can't translate my books from English to Spanish not unless someone wants to spend hours doing so. I wish they kept the English platform but I understand that it wasn't in the right cards.  I will say this I love making my own bookcovers or have someone else do it. It's part of the journey to grow as an Writer and Author. But, over the years bein...

Where Do I Stand?

I tried to make this post on Facebook but it didn't feel right. It didn't feel wise to make it in one social media platform when I share my world with everyone around me.  The reason I really wanted to step away is because being in the spotlight is too much and all the backlash but it's not the real reason. It's the reason of trying to be a Mary Kay Consultant though truth be known it's been almost a month and nothing has happened. I will also be honest on another thing I hate annoying people. I hate begging and pleading for someone to buy something.  Am I business savvy? Oh yeah, I have the minds and means too but it doesn't mean I want to be up peoples asses just to make some money.  You know what job/career is easier being an Indie Author. It's the dream of telling stories, it's the dream of having those readers grab your books, and it's the real one's that show up. I make more being an Author than doing anything else. Even though it's onl...

Stepping Away

I'm quietly stepping away from Publishing. I'm choosing me over my audience.  I've made announcements across platforms.  You want my books. You want those stories. You want me apart of your lives.  Then you will know where to find me.  I'm not quitting. I'm not shutting out. I'm not looking at the world. I'm looking for me who I was before I became an Author. Before I became somebody. Before the world decided I wasn't enough for this Industry.  Before those that shamed me. Before those that took my joy. Before those took my happiness. This is where I stand.  This isn't goodbye. This is see you later. Amber M. Kestner (Author of A Coffee Shop Romance)